My choice

You made me wonder if my life is worth living
But sometimes its hard just to give in it
I love you always right from the start
It might not seem like it threw the shadow
of my heart
You gave me more than life
Its no wonder we cant be apart
Would you follow me to my grave,
and let me die, or would you overdose,
just to get high
i'll be in hell as soon as you know
cuz im not changing my ways
not for no-one, just my soul
You know i love you, and its hard to parish my pride
but sometimes in the dark
i just sit down and cry
I hate my life, but you make me live
When im alone in the house,
Your welcome to come in
Im holding a cigarette im my hand dying slowy,
one breath that inhale, it Flipp'n chokes me
Would you care if i ran away and never come back
Would you have a resque squad searching threw the crack
to see if im alive 2 make sure that its a fact
or would you care
if i drunk my missery and sarrow
and shot my back
or if my heart stops..and i was bleeding,
would you ever hold back
These are the questions that i wonder everyday
to see if you love me
that maybe i can stay on this earth and have a belonging
But who am im suppost to decide..
that i always lie and steal from my parents...
just to get high
Hict-hiking and selling my body is
mostly what i do...
Try to earn money its hard to do
But pills and mairjuana is the best way to go
to die and stay at your very new home
but hell is like nothing you image
but heaven is not down there like everybody said,
cuz if it was...we all be partying like a wave
or maybe i just stay away
It makes you wonder who the Antichrist is
knowing one day that the world would end,
And if God wants us to be happy, then why
cant we live the way we want to and have
bunch of friends that are gay/lesbain staright or not...
it dosent matter what you want
You made us different, not to be the same
not even equal, just to be arrange
How would you like it if i didnt worship you
if i was a devil's child and not having anything to do with you
But would you exceept me the way i am
lesbain or straight im standing my ground...
I love you dearly with all my heart
I just wanna be happy from what time i got...
I love morgan as you might know
I would do anything for her
even might sell my soul...
But im not going 2 do that you see
cuz i wanna live in your kingdom and be free
But if thats what it takes just to be with her
life time of hell burning my heart
I guess i made my choice
right from the start!