Crystal Thin Tears

My emotions are running high
These feelings won't die
I've tried to act like nothings wrong
But I can't keep it up long

What tears, you see none
You think my life is just oh so fun
Every day that goes by
Is another day I want to cry

You see me as caring, fun, and laughing
But inside of me somethings snapping
I've tried so hard to cage it up
It did work, but now no such luck

So I'll sit here watching the rain
Watching each drop as I loose some pain
The sky, she seems to be crying
But all I can do is start smiling

What tears, you see none
Is my life just oh so fun?
I smile for my lose of pain
Little by little is goes with the rain

I am smiling still
As I let just one tear spill
I whisper a Thank-You to the sky
For now I don't have to cry

You think my tears are near
... No
I let the sky cry my crystal thin tears