Weeping girl,disapearing..

She sits, she swings, she sings,
drying her tears, swallowed in the rain,
wonders if she will make it, but she's scared..

running through the fields, the long grass tickling her skin,
her feet moving fast beneath her, the smile..
now only the tears.. the pain, the broken self..

she had lost her soul, she knew it but didn't feel anything,
she doesn't like to feel anything for a long time.. only the blood trickling down.. theres nothing to say,nothing to feel..

I'm just.. washing away, dieing slowly.. disappearing..