Denouement

I wake up to know that nothing ever changes...
Suffering pain is not enough to hold me...
Vanity leads to a dead-end...
and there are no alarming symptoms to stop me...

It's a vertical cliff that I can't climb...
It's an obstacle that I will never overcome...
It's a trap that I will always fall into...
It's a drug that will confine me to myself...once again

Behold as I unfold my spineless strength...
Leave me to my doubtable fate...
Maybe I don't have the right to feel heady with triumph...

I tried my fortune only to make me fortuneless...
Feel sorry for the poor wretch...
Enjoy undisturbed bliss while someone else is dreamless...

Let timidity rain down on me...
Deaf ears can't hear my silent scream...

Feeling uptight once again...
Is death the beginning or the end?

I can't even have a last will...