Mind Malfunction

Is there a workshop somewhere
that's specially made for minds?
I'm not thinking straight, I think
something's seriously wrong with mine's.
I need some major repair now
because it's stuck in negative mode.
The thoughts are getting emotional
since my positive level has been low.
More and more, I contemplate on my
regrets and doubts and mistakes.
Scenarios of ill happenings form and
I'm forced to watch it play and replay.
Sometimes it's overwhelming and it
motivates the waterworks to start.
Pain, like a poison, emerges and
expands in my body, to every single part.
But before I entirely malfunction, my
conscience plays the doctor role.
One shock and I'm back to my original state,
but I'm scared to face the next episode.
See, I need immediate attention 'cause soon
I'll lose the strength to revive myself again.
I'll take any price, reconstruct me or whatever
else you can, just don't say I'm eternally broken.