xXx * Balloch guy *XxX

There was a guy from Balloch. Alex was his name. A Ned he was but as nice as can be. First time we talked was so great.

He understood me and what I was going through. We talked for a while learned a lot . My feeling for him started to develop.

Each time we talked i would smile and say to myself he is so sweet he cant be true. He listens to my problems and cares not like most boys I could say.

I asked him out trembling with fear, I had been hurt many times before. So We talked about taking it slow. But i couldn't hide my true feelings.

Inside me were all these emotions waiting 2 burst out. I was crying out in pain wanting 2 tell him. But what if I had messed it up and scared him away. If I did do that I would be heart broken so i kept it to myself.

On the phone it slipped out that I loved him he never said it back. I cried myself to sleep that night. so ashamed and i thought i would lose him.

But this balloch guy loved me and nothing anyone could say to change that. He stood up for me even to his family. I felt it would last but not all good things last for ever.

After 6 months it came to an end my feelings for him still haven't changed. I am just waiting till the day he comes back to me. When that day comes I will welcome him with open arms because i love him and nothing will ever change that.

This Balloch guy he knows who he is. You touched my heart and i will never forget that. You give me hope when i needed it. You showed that every cloud has a sliver lining.

There will always be a special place for you in my heart and nothing can fill that X