A love so long forgotten
came back to keep me haunted
In love I am right now
but now my question is with who and how?
Three years ago we met
later I thought I had things set.
I believed everyone else
so I stopped calling his house
Now he asks why?
and my answer is because I
becuase I was hurt
and I didn't want to be treated like dirt
who was I supposed to believe
we were to far away and I had to leave
It would've been better
If we could have stayed together
What would've happened with one more day
to say everything we had to say
such confussions
I have a lot of emotions
I love my boyfriend
but i have a special guy friend
and my ex wants me
but i don't know what to do, you see?
I cried for them too.
and now i have to choose
this whole time
i was perfectly fine
With special company
anyone else i didn't need
No temptation was around
and now I've fallen to the ground
What am I to do next?
I need to think and rest
I'll have to test myself
and find out all by myself
I'm sure there'll be pain
even if we're out in the sun or in rain
to see him again I'm wishing
just to see what are my true feelings
so soon I'll find out
but right now I want to shout
because i don't want to go through this
because I've already been dissesd
