All my life I have had to hide
from being the real me
I wish someone could be by my side
so that all my troubles they can see
I have tried to put my self out there
but I'm always scared for some reason
for me trying to confront this fear is rare
but I try at the start of every season
I try to change my way
the way I think and do things too
sometimes I change the words I say
and do some crazy ass shit too
Sometimes though when I do this
I feel better and I feel bad
I ask myself who is this
I wonder why I can't stay glad?
I feeling stays
but only for a little bit
I wish it last all of my days
so that happy I Will always get
