I love you too much

I love you a lot
but you loved me too
i blew my shot
and now I've lost you

everyday
i cry in my mind
you're so far away
and ever so blind

I'll cry my tears
and stand by you
happy as i may appear
its all an act, for you

you talk to me
about liking her
is she really that pretty
are you really that sure

do you love her for real
and only like me
despite how i feel
I'll sit by silently

crying by night
and smiling by day
look in my eyes
as i fade away