Why Lauren Went Away...

Hold my breath underwater,
A inch from sweet release.
The last bubble escaping,
And i don't wanna breathe.

It's like i step into this darkness,
This empty place inside my head.
I can feel the blood slowing,
Cross my heart and hope I'm dead.

It's the sad truth,
That burns my soul to say.
But at least you'll know why,
I'm not there one day.

This part of my hardened heart,
Slowly turns to stone.
I'm lashing out, i don't mean to,
But it's easy to see I've been disowned.

The fire in my soul,
The ice in my heart.
This waging war inside me,
Is ripping me apart.

It's just easier this way,
It's easier to leave, harder to stay.
I hope you understand,
Why Lauren went away.