If You Only Knew...

If you only knew
how much this is just not like me.
I've never fallen this far for someone,
there are so many things i hide in the inside
I'm scared that someday you'll see.

if you only knew
i want everything to be perfect for you
don't want you to know my pain.
I'll give up all my dreams
just to be with you for the rest of my life.

if you only knew
i want all my scars to disappear,
don't want you to be embarrass of who I've been.
want everything in your life to end up for what you deserve.
perfect, just like you
you deserve so much better, than little ole me.

if you only knew
that i can never sleep
you are always on my mind
i close my eyes,
i see your face,
i imagine the beautiful moments we have made and shared.

if you only knew
the feelings i have,
that i love you more than anything
i would take a bullet to protect you
i would die before any harm came to you
you are my world,
my life

if you only knew,
how much i love you
and how much you mean to me.
i try so hard to be so perfect

if you only knew,
perfect is what you deserve...