Dear Daddy

Why must you do this
Look at what happened last time
Do you really want to go back there
And just say everythings fine

You say you wont get sick
But what really goes on in the mind
You just always think
Your a cat with 9 life's

You will brake my innocent heart
If you will just chose to pass
Because all i really wanted
Was for us just to last

I want you there for my 21st
To see my first baby
And hopefully you will
Thats if you survive maybe

Why would you even start again
The worst thing happened my dear
Just imagining you
Sitting there drinking your beer

You know its going to kill you
They could only save you the one time
And now you will die
And i will be far from fine

You are breaking my heart
I'm just braking down
What am i going to do
With this stupid frown

Daddy don't you understand
I need you in my heart
I would never stand it
If we were turn apart

*This is dedicated to my dad, because in October last year he slipt into a comma and died from drinking to much beer but they were able to bring him back to life but he was never to drink again. And now he is and soon he is going to die and i just don't know what I'm going to do without him*