I thought I had you

Why must you do this to me?
Play these childish games!
Everyday I throw myself at you,
And everyday I feel ashamed!

There's not much else I can do,
To prove to you how I feel.
You send me so many mixed signals,
I'm unsure of which ones are real.

I thought that I had you,
That you were truly mine.
That what we had was beautiful,
Totally and completely sublime.

You think I just fell in love with you,
That's where you stand corrected,
I tripped and crashed real hard,
I don't feel so protected.

What I don't understand
Is how you can be...'
Waiting for you to love me back,
Is like waiting for angel wings.

Well I've done all of my waiting,
I've waited for as long as I can.
Wake up and realize I love you Eli Young,
Come with me... Take my hand...

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