Best Friend

Best Friend
My tears fell tonight
And my heart is cold
Friendship like yours I miss tonight
Your were a blessing from above
Remember how lonely I am without you
My faith has turned you away from me
Days of fields, track, ponds
Laughter of being free
You brought joy to me
When I was in trouble you were their
Crying tonight because I wish I could call
You were a part of me
Sister I never had
My heart wants to take it all back
The words we spoke that night
Remember how much I really care
You knew my heart, thoughts, and cares
Loved me for me till now
It feels like apart of me died tonight
Who do I talk to when I am hurt?
What do I do when I am sad?
Share my stories with
So after all these 19 years
You say Good bye
This is because of my faith
My friend I miss the times we have shared
Remember the first day of middle school
Then came high school
Wow then we got married
You said I was one of a kind
My heart searches for you to find the truth
I am sorry you hate me because of my faith
Jesus is my Lord and savior
Please forgive me I cant take that away
Please forgive me for who I have become
Part of me is dead without you
The trust I had in our friendship is now gone
My heart that cant seem to understand
Please understand what I said was not to hurt you
What I said was because of how much I love you
If you loved me as you said
Friendship like ours should never end
Then we would have those days of laughter again
I trusted you, loved you, unconditional
Please lets just be friends