STOP!!!...

You say i don't care...
you say i don't try...
you say i could do better...
only if i try...
Ive tried to care...
Ive tried to try harder...
Ive tried to do better...
but have gotten no where...
So Know...
I'm tired of trying...
I'm tired of caring...
I'm tired of trying to do better!
let me be me!
stop pushing the limit...
I've tried to make you happy...
but i only die trying...
die deep inside...
so i only get smaller...
my heart feels Hurt...
lost in this world...
Just really not knowing...
what will i do next...