I was the highest

I walked into this dream, a dream where i was on the highest of all below me.
the plague of love blinded me instead of giftedly showing me.
ever thing was perfect yet she new i was gonna fall,but didn't care to catch me didn't care at all.
the sound of her weeping brings me down lower when shes supposed to be the one strong.somebody show her
how can i love her when she cant even love herself.
how can i bring her to the conclusion Ive felt.
really when and where do i start to tell her about the disease that must have been hereditary because its taking us please.
stop and think so we can save each other becuase your not my friend your actually my mother