ETERNAL DARKNESS prt 1

It's been 2 years since you left me
But my heart doesn't seem to know
It still feels the pain you caused it
The day you told me to go

The pieces are still floating
Lost somewhere in the past
This heart, no longer whole
The pain it felt was vast

I felt my world slipping
When you turned and walked away
I still held out some hope for 'us'
But you just laughed at my dismay

I was desperately clinging
To the past i had with you
Ignoring all the lies you told
I really had no clue

My life seemed to crumble
From under my very feet
Just simply fell apart
From the severity of your deceit

You tricked me for so long
It really messed me up
Some days I felt like dying
I felt like giving up

I tried each day to win you back
I did everything i could
You were more then willing to use me
Like everyone said you would

But you told me it would work
That it'd bring you back to me
So I spent every waking moment
Trying to prove I was worthy

But you shoved it in my face
Told me I was a joke
At that moment i felt the darkness
Cover me like a cloak

You then proceeded to tell me
With a smirk upon ur face
About all the girls you have now
And for me there was no space

You told me every detail
And i sat through it all
I think it was that second
That completed my downfall

But in my darkest hour
You again held out your hand
Promising me your rekindled love
I fell under your command

I played by all your stupid rules
I pretended every day
That you would really love me
And get sick of living this way

But I guess it was just another lie
It meant nothing to you
I kept telling myself he'll stop it'
yeah girl, if he only knew

You told me to keep it from my friends
That they wouldn't understand
And every time i tried to tell
You'd hit me with a backhand

My broken heart was dying
But it couldn't let you go
So i put up with your cruelness
Taking blow after blow

My life was slipping away from me
Into your cunning hands
You stood and watched every second
Calling out more demands

You broke me down so far
That i can never heal
I hope that you are happy
I've got nothing left to steal...