Was He Really There?

On September 14, 2007
There was a huge argument
And it makes me very upset
To think of all the days I spent

Thinking of him, wondering
Where he could be
Does he realize
What he's done to me?

I was on a swing
Just sitting alone
Until a saw a figure
Where the sun hadn't shone

I looked closer
To see it was that boy
That can't be him
Did he just come to annoy?

I blinked and he was gone
And I just looked away
But there he was again
As if he wanted to play

I tried to not pay attention
But I had to stare
Because I saw him again
Sitting in a white chair

I heard the silent noise
Of a car shutting down
Then I looked for it
But nothing was found

I started to swing slowly
I didn't want to stand
And out of the corner of my eye
I saw his hand

I felt as if he was there
Pushing me back and forth
I saw his arms and his jacket
And I felt some warmth

I turned around
But no one was there
I guess I was just daydreaming
About how much I care

I tried to ignore it
But I couldn't not stare
And I keep wondering
Was he really there?