Strange thing
to never be excited
I don't feel emotion anymore
I guess sadness is an emotion
sadness. why?
is uncaused sadness a true emotion?
is my sadness uncaused?
am I sad because I can't feel anymore?
Strange thing
to only feel sadness
my happy moments are faked
true happiness hasn't come to me in over a year
during many of my wondering moments I think of what emotions used to feel like
I can't remember how it feels to not have a knot in your stomach
all the time
every moment
Strange thing
to wake up crying
and not know why
more than just song lyrics
its my night life
I cry because I feel nothing
I cry because I hurt
I hurt because
