What I Do

I cry at night
For all my pain
And I dont know how to stop
This blood pouring from my veins
Shudders wrack my form
Its not a nightmare
No matter how hard I try
I dont think its very fair
Battling for another breath
One that I do not want
I scream out my frustrations
These demons I shall never confront
Along my wrists
These cuts run deep
Not only the physical ones
They deepen while I sleep