I'LL DIE IN VAIN

Times will come, both happy and sad,
tears will fall, neither good nor bad,
I cry at every step, either forward or back,
I cry with fear, with my future and past,
I cry at death, coming at me,
I know what I see, so does the death watching me,
hide as much you can, it is of sure to be,
winds may change, so may waves at sea,
wherever they go, they'll come back to me,
wind comes for my ashes, waves come for my soul,
god gives me no feelings neither hot nor cold,
sands of time, pouring out of my watchglass,
every grain of sand, to every ghost in me,
I live a life so damned,
what was meant to be,
every second step gives me more pain,
I knoe if I die,
I'll die in vain.