What is in your heart?

When I look into your eyes all I can see is beauty.
Such beauty I never thought existed.
I never thought someone could walk around so flawlessly
the way you do.
It scares me to know that there are more people like you in the world,
More people to break my heart
More hurt...and lies. More tears... Well I don't want it no more. I want it to all go away.
I want to be happy again, be free. Be me...
I want you to love me tho. what am I doing wrong?
I must be crazy... I cant get you off my mind, yet I despise you for everything your doing to me.
im trapped, I cant move on because you wont let me, and we can never go back to the way we once were cuz your heart belongs to HER!
Why can't it be ME?
have I not proved to you how much I care, how much I want you, how much I am totally and utterly in love with you?
I take you back every time you blow me off to hang out with my ex best friends. I love you still even when I sit there and watch you flirt with them, look at other girls. confuse me for them at times... still I take care of you? show you what true love really is? and for what do I get? a cold shoulder? an ignorant comment about how I need to grow up.
well if you could just be the adult for one second and either keep me forever or let me go, then I wouldn't have to play games.
I wouldn't have to crave your attention, or another guys attention at that.
I flirt, but that's because when I flirt with you, you walk away.
im human, I crave attention. I want yours but I will settle for what ever I can get.
why cant you just accept the fact that I am basically throwing my self at you.
offering every thing I own just to hear you say I love you... and mean it.

why does it have to be so complicated? huh? just tell me...

what is in your heart?
</3 Not exactly my style of writing, but still good none the less </3