Unbeautiful to You

I'm not sure if I can open my heart
Enough to let you in
You've been wondering why I've been falling apart
But I have no idea where to begin

These tears that I'm wiping away
Are the easiest ways to explain
That there are some things you say
That are the cause of all my pain

I feel so stupid crying
Over a couple of little words
But they make me feel like dying
You don't know how much they make me hurt

I don't want to lose you
But babe, please know you pull away
With every stupid "guy" thing you do
And every wrong choice of words you say

I know you're allowed to look
But it makes me feel unbeautiful to you
You say it's your heart that I took
So why can't you act like it's true

I'm trying hard to open my heart
Enough to let you in
You now know why I've been falling apart
"I'm sorry" is where you could begin