Da Chuppa

Meeting you in the game-room didn't give me a good impression,
Most of the guys are stuck up and perverted,
You started out the same with age and location,
The more we talked the more you seemed interested,
Surprising me with an IM after a week of not talking,
The conversation ended with you giving me your number,
For it being so late at night you did keep me laughing,
Just in one night I knew you weren't like the others,
You called me back the next night,
And we talked for several interesting hours,
Promising me another phone call I held the phone tight,
Counting down to the last hour,
Looking forward to an endless night,
Which was much more interesting and longer,
Not expecting what was coming up at all,
Giving myself the opportunity to relieve that question I pondered,
Thinking that all we had was a close friendship,
Not thinking you could ever love someone such as me,
Still hurting from my last relationship,
And suddenly letting you set me free,
It was hard to give into what I knew was true,
Both of us having broken and torn hearts,
Just saying I love you,
Causes everything deep down to hurt,
Realizing how much I knew about you in so little time,
Scared to let go and give in,
Our feelings are just like vines,
Interlocked and forever growing intertwined,
After another week of endless phone calls,
And hearing about your life inside out,
Never experiencing these feelings at all,
Just wanting to scream and shout,
That I'm falling in love with an awesome guy,
Scared that I might lose everything,
If I lost you I would die,
Just that thought makes my heart sting,
A few more hours of talking,
You promised me you would never leave me,
A few more hours of crying and laughing,
You explained it all so clearly,
I told you my deepest darkest secrets,
Not knowing what you would say or how you would react,
But in return you told me your secrets,
Not really knowing what to say or how to react,
Then the thought of returning home,
Suddenly caused my feelings to fade,
Then you told me your heart made a huge turn,
Your question made me pace,
Not expecting my whole life to flash before me,
Having my heart pound in my throat as I thought about it,
Knowing that I earned your love and it wasn't free,
Allowed me to answer pretty quick,
Hearing you say such meaningful words,
Made me the happiest girl on earth,
The words....
Will you Maria Lynn Oslund marry me Anthony James Reigle?
Thinking about it was not the deal,
Neither was saying yes,
But not being completely healed,
Also not knowing what is the best,
But knowing that I Maria Lynn Oslund does love you Anthony James Reigle,
And I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
Being able to tell the difference between my giggles,
And knowing that everything I say is 100% true,
Scared that you wont wait for me,
Cause my family can be so complicated,
Just being able to smile with glee,
And say I have a boyfriend without being hated,
You say my parents are judging you cause you are 20,
Having to act like friends to make them happy,
Cause they don't approve of me dating at 17,
But none of this is satisfying me,
Being able to talk to you once a week is torture,
But if it was longer it would be worse,
I wish I could talk to you more often and sooner,
I feel like I'm under a curse,
People are trying to split up up,
And cause me to be unhappy,
This totally sucks,
But I know what makes me happy,
Knowing that you love me and wont leave me,
Makes me so happy you have no clue,
Knowing I could trust you to set me free,
And that I really do love you,
Tony I'm so happy I met you,
There is no telling where I would be today,
I know that everything you say is true,
Cause you don't cause me any pain I've had to pay,
I cannot wait till the day comes,
That we will be together forever,
And all this nonsense will be over and done,
I love you Anthony James Reigle always and forever.

I originally wrote this on 7-18-06 but never really showed anybody. So here it is. I hope I don't have too many spelling errors but this was really long and I only have 20 minutes on break. Hope it is ok.