Suicide

My life was once perfect
Everything just go so well
A smile here and a smile there
Life was far from hell.
Days, months and years flew by
A family decision was made
To move to another country
The excitement never fade.
Here I am, starting over
With nothing but a cheap lifestyle
Because life is brand new,
I knew I had to gain a fresh new profile.
I was again popular
I achieved everybody's respect
After months, at long last,
My life was once more perfect.
But from the moment when I dealt with everything,
I was on top of the game
Everybody was talking crap about me
I felt nothing but 100% shame.
How can someone insult me like this
How can someone bring me down
How can someone be extremely jealous
To a girl who doesn't even frown.
I never did anything,
I never stepped on any-body's toes
Rumors about me and this, me and that
But the truth is, nobody really knows.
Everything was just made-up
Everything was just a lie
Screw all the haters in this world
I can't take it anymore, so goodbye.
I'm always helpless,
I can't believe I'm always weak
I'm just another little innocent girl
Who doesn't even dare to speak.
I'm a very nice girl
I never wanted any harm
I don't even know how to be mean
But I'm always alarmed.
For a girl who's so sensitive
I can't do anything but feel very hopeless
Life is so difficult
Everything is just a complete mess.
I'm sick and tired of everything
I needed an activity to keep me distracted
Then I found one
With the scissors, I was attracted.
Started cutting my wrists
Just to prevent all the pain
Some of the hurt went away
While some of them unfortunately remained.
I became strong,
With a real friend by my side.
Always in my pocket,
Cause of you, I commit suicide.