Secretly wanting ...

Dear Secretly wanting Boyfriend .

are you aware of all of this ?
i dont think that you can see
we could be the perfect couple
please tell me you agree..

When we went out before
that was a total mess
we screwed it up badly
.. there i confess

we didnt talk at all
just a simple hello
baby how stupid could we have been
to let eachother go

we talk on the phone for hours
and feelings start to appear
i can tell you feel it too
but im still stuck with fear

we tell eachother everything
you know me all to well
i truly mean it heart to heart
when i say this is HELL

now that im leaving
it has completely sunken in
i dont know how ill live my life
without you its a sin

you realy are my everything
as a lover or a friend
guys have fukd me up in the past
but with you its not pretend

and at this very moment
confessing my big sin
tears streem down my face
and its killing me within

how didnt i realise
that you where always there
i must have been so stupid
cause guys like you are rare

as we walk past the school
people turn and stair
little remarks they always make
"the best couple i swear"

You have your hand around me
your holding me heaps tight
with your other hand you hold mine
i swear it feels so right

friends run up and ask us
"are use going out"
tears start to form, i look away
and say "what are you on about"

he says his gona miss me
and that he'll start to cry
but he doesnt give a shit about me
his not that kinda guy

should i confess my secret ?
let the world hear it well
I LOVE HIM SO FCUKN MUCH
and for that guy i fell

i fell to farr to fast
and thats unlike me
and total truth comes out now
your slowly killing me

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