Silence

There are no words to explain how I feel
There is just silence and its so surreal
I know in my heart that shes not really gone
But even so, it feels so wrong

There are no words that anyone can say
To make this excruciating pain go away
I can feel it in my heart, I can feel it in my chest
But despite all this, I know its for the best

I feel so lost, I dont know how to live
There are so many people around, but I dont know what to say
I know they want to help, I know how much they love me
But I dont know how to face them, I just tell them to go away

How long will this pain last?
When will I feel normal?
I dont think the pain will ever fade
The scars will be with me until the end