How? How? Why?

I sit there looking into the mirror watching the cold tears run down my weeping face

I can't stop the pain....it hurts.... i just want it to go away

It gets worse by the second i get worried if it will Ever stop

I can't feel my legs......my head screeches In pain

The pain increase's......i try to stop it with pain killers

Nothing......it's too late it wont stop

I can't live with it...... it builds and builds and builds

Until i can't think.....i scream.....no one there.... no one to help me from my pain

*BANG* *BANG* *BANG*

I as i have my last vision, My last thought, My last breath i drop to the floor I'm bleeding heaps i don't try to stop it, my last thought is you..... I smile... And my last words to Say were "I Love You".... The Photo of you falls out of my hands onto the floor i now know I'm in peace everlasting freedom i Smile as i walk towards the light.

Losing you would kill me.....Would put my in pain, pain that lasts forever something that cannot be taken away something I'd have to carry i just want you to know "I Love You"