Im sorry for being me

Im sorry that im a failure,
that i cant do anything right,
im sorry that im the cause,
of all the arguements and fights.
im sorry im so useless,
that my achievments are so low,
im sorry i've given up hope,
but quitting is all i know.
im sorry but i deserve nothing,
i dont even deserve you,
im sorry i resort to cutting,
when i dont know wat else to do.
im sorry for saying sorry,
for all the faults i see,
im sorry you'll never understand,
anything that goes on with me.
im sorry that you dont see,
the tears that fill my eyes,
im sorry that i hide it,
behind this false disguise.
im sorry for being me,
and how messed up i am,
but most of all im sorry,
for not being just like them.