Fallen Angel

Pain...so much pain.
my wings burn as i live in vain
the cold tears that fall from my eyes,
land on flowers that cause them to die.

so much hate for myself that resides within,
so sad this nightmare well never end.
so many scars on my wrist and heart,
my soul pulling itself apart.

her name still carved in love on my chest,
all the feelings inside, i live in unrest.
i was an angel, making her laugh,
but noone was there for me, my own heart i stabbed.

i am no angel, i've fallen with broken wings,
i didnt realize all the pain heartbreak brings.
now i dont care if i live or die,
i have no more strength to even try.

the hate within speaks to me,
"nobody wants you, can't you see?
just hang yourself, stop living in vain
give in to hurt, give in to pain"

i stare with black eyes,
nomore will of life in them i cry.
i fall and stare up in the sky,
i shout and scream as i die.

what kind of god allows his people to hurt?
just then my heart bursts.
i fall with my broken burning wings,
and an angel sadly she sings.....

"goodbye, and im sorry for all the pain,
but its what you get when you live in vain.
you are a fallen angel from your own scars,
now you go, deep down, and so so far."

"farewell and take your punishment,
feel no repent,
to hell your soul is sent."
so thus the story end, hell is where my soul went.....

idk, i think i went a lil too far but idk. its likeall over the place but oh well.