I know I won't remember,
But these memories I'd like to keep...
Sometimes I'd laugh...
But sometimes I'd weep...
I don't force my nightmares,
But I count sheep,
I like to dream,
but I can't sleep...
At first I crawl,
But then I leap...
I need some food,
but I can't eat...
I ignore all emotion,
But it starts to seep...
I pretend I'm strong...
But I'm really weak...
It's not that I hate everything... It's just...
To love at all is just too deep....