Life *&&* Death

I Live life Waiting For Death,
Staring At The Door,
Every Time Trying To Stand i just Fall To The Floor,
Don't Cry for Me I'm Already Dead,
Aye Lay in this bed,
Dead to the Head,

My Life is Near The End
I Just Pretend,
Saying I'm find to everyone
When really i am dying
I cut my Wrists and hope to die
This is not a lie
i wish i could die
but i just cry

is anyone out there?
is anyone going to realize it?
i just wanna be
wanna be Loved.