Stay or go

Jealousy is in me
I was made greedy
Wanting everyone for myself
Not for anyone else
I guess I was never wanted as much as I want you
That's why I get so mad at what you do
Because I feel you don't want me at all
I'm just a regular person just like everyone who seems to fall
Is it because you don't want to catch me?
I never said you had too
I just hope you end up looking down at me like you seem to do
I can see that you care
But you never step up, you look through the window and stare
No words seem to come out
I try to make myself believe that your getting everything thought out
But in the end you're really not
I'm waiting for some help from you that I haven't got
Just if you're so fed up why do you stay?
Show me why and maybe everything will work out OK
But I'm fine you can just let me go
Because there's not a reason that I won't already know