Alone Again

Tonight,
I watch the moon's light
slowly crawl across my bedroom
I am sitting here alone
No companion no love
I hear a dog barking in the alley
I get a chill all over my body
I am afraid but lonely
The two most complicated emotions
Why?
Why most i feel this way?
Why me?
I don't know or i don't understand
Sitting in the darkness
Gives me some feeling of comfort
Or security
No one can see me
How i feel i am hidden
And so are my emotions
My loneliness
I am no longer afraid
Afraid of what
Afraid of the answer
Maybe
I am alone not afraid
Maybe this is how life should be
No problems no obligations
Only one person to worry about
Yourself being alone