And we'll just carry on driving

For Sean:

I cant look you in the eye
Knowing... I'm about to loose you.
Why am i not smiling?
I've just got you.
Ive spent so long
waiting,
Waiting to call you my own.
Just to wake up, and find you beside me
To sit in a room for hours
Not saying a word
But you holding me
watching the day go by.
But your leaving me.
And you seem so fine.
10 years!
these past few weeks
all its been is perhaps a day
Where i don't see you
and not one
when you haven't phoned
Your not allowed to leave me.
It all seems so perfect
Finally happy
what are you going to leave me with
a photo.
I know your loosing everyone
and i feel so selfish
But just hold me
in till you have to go.
They always say,
Wait for me...
Is that what you want?
I need to know
I think i may have fallen for you
10 years!
I'm sorry if its too soon.

For Sean:
I'm going to miss you xx