He Is Near

You draw some beautiful art
But instead you rip them apart
Your heart is black
But the light will never come back
The boy you loved is gone
But in your life you have to move on
Your heart is not clear
But instead he is near...
You got a shot
But you rather not
God always give you fate
But you don't want him as a classmate
Sometimes you are not in the mood
And want to end it soon
Your heart wants to act
But you had to look at the fact
Even thow it is for the best
Your heart and love will never rest
You don't want fate
But in your heart is full of hate
You always have good and bad
And wish you really didn't had
It had been a year
Even still you cried in to tears
You look at the sky
And started to cry
You look at the star
And leave everything like they are
You don't want him near
But he always appear
There's something you fear
But your friends will cheer.