Waiting!!

As anger gathers in me
I will soon make you see
As I point the gun
The trigger I will pull
What did you think I was some kind of fool
my hands are shaking
I can fell me slowly breaking
As I hold the gun to my head
You say go ahead
There nothing left to be said
I close my eyes and count to ten
I'm fine with death, I don't need you,
And then I whispered Yes I Do.
Crazy thoughts that wont erase from my mind
The meaning of my life is still yet to be defined