Spared

As I poison myself with polluted deception,
I leave no residue of past, present, nor future presence;
Only darkness!!
Obligated to misery,
I hold no fears nor tears.
As I reek the aura of this demoniac pain,
My eyes burn blue as they symbolize
the eternal state in which I stand;
In the beauty of everlasting night!!!!
Walking amongst this plague,
I dare not look left nor right
for I have failed thy father.
Piercing through the dark in which
I lay, a light burns bright,
for the lost of all lost soul
can also regain acceptance from thy holiness!!!!
As past mistakes disintegrate,
all hope was restored for I've been given
the chance to glare the allure
of heaven's light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!