Perfect lost

I saw her again today. The same as everyday.
She looks as beautiful as she always does.
Again she smiles at me,that same half smile.
The kind that makes you feel happy for no reason at all.
She doesn't say a word she just stands there steering at me.
I reach out towards her,a moment later shes in my arms.
Shes soft to the touch.
Shes smells of sweet promise that brings tears to my eyes.
She looks up at me,
tears begin to run down her face.
I hold her close.
I tell her everything will be alright.
I tell her i will keep her safe and never leave her.
She pulls me closer and kisses me as if i will never see her again...
Then I hear the sound that sets fire to all that i love.
The sound of a bullet leaving the chamber of a gun.
She falls in my arms,arms now stained with the blood of perfection.
I hold her close until shes gone.
My love.
My perfect lost.