Don't tell me we're over

Down in the shadow of darkness
my heart is trembling as i confess
i know you love me so true
you perceived I'm the only one for you

I can feel the warmth of your touch
but I feel cold deep inside, so much
I am hurting as I think of you
I'm sorry, my heart is torn in two

you're not the only love of my life
i lied, and it's killing me alive
as I think of how much you love me
my conscience and guilt engulf me

I did not told you right away
I was scared, but I apologize anyway
you can hate me forever
but please, leave me never