Are you really gone?

I sit here on my bed and think...
are you really gone? was that really all?
Only 15 years to get to know you. and now your gone?
I wonder, when i'm going to wake up from this
horrible nightmare
Am i ever going to wake up and you will be there waiting for me
so you can pick on me just like you used to do.
well you may not be here for all of us to see but i know that you are still around watching over us all
then i realize...this is not a nightmare
this is reality and your really gone.