You broke my heart!

by Michael Viktor   Oct 2, 2007


My eyes are blue now I know it's true

Thought my family, my dad, my mum where the people I could trust and turn to

Should have known better - even when I was a baby and cried you didn't care

I'm still alive and still aware

You rejected me, you crushed my heart and torn it into pieces and left me naked and alone

What kind of family are you no more than people with heart's of stone

People don't cry when you call and they don't pick up the phone

You maked me afraid of darkness and coldness, afraid of being alone

But now I have grown

Your coldness, broke me into pieces, you have tared me apart, easy, believe me, I was a child and you sat at the crown

Today I'm strong and I wish for you to leave me alone

I'm not afraid anymore and people might think I too have a heart of stone

Fact is that I have learned to live, learned to survive, I have to seek the light, avoid the dark, enjoy the sun and be aware of some rain

I wont let anyone into my heart again

Unless someone break my chain

It's my heart

Once you tared it it apart

Please don't fool me again

I'm an human being and fragile like porcelain

I don't have a heart of stone

I was in trouble once, I was too young to know

You where older and wiser, my parent's, you performed but what kind of show

A show of isolation, hate and coldness

Because of you I was born don't you think you maked some kind mess

When you dropped your wallet you picked it up faster than a rocket in motion

When I fall on my knees I had to raise all alone even through I was a little kid - still I could see you watch all along - felt like slow-motion

I didn't have any other choice

But I could all the time hear the coldness in your voice

Course your heart's of stone

You maked life better all alone

I don't have a heart of stone

Like one seek shelter for the rain, light a candle in the dark, I need a shelter from the pain you have cost me, for the cross you have forced me to wear and my shelter is being alone

You did not even pick up the phone

Sorry because I needed one, sorry for being human, sorry for the need of someone to talk to but now you don't even need a phone

Today I have learned to be alone

We can both live alone

Live your life's as you wish and let me live the rest of my life as I wish - alone

Let me be alone

It hurts to much to be with people with a heart of stone

You might think you learned me how to fight

Well you didn't give me any chance - right

I'll get offensive and defensive, life matters for me and everyone, I will defend and fight for my life, together or alone

De-fence from you is being alone

Sorry but I have to go, I have to listen to my heart, some day even god might be in the phone

Please god don't leave me alone

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