One Million Times A Day

One million times a day,
I ask for his true love.
One million times a day,
I ask the Gods above.

One million times a day,
I ask for his forgiveness.
One million times a day,
I ask to love him less.

One million times a day,
I scream bittersweet desires.
One million times a day,
I ask for the eternal fires.

One million times a day,
I find myself torn and cut.
One million times a day,
I feel this regret in my gut.

One million times a day,
I have new wounds that I've bled.
One million times a day,
I have new scars within my head.

Once a day,
You think of someone new.
Once a day,
You think of more than few.

Once a day,
You are with a new chick.
Once a day,
You give another one the flick.

Once a day,
You care for me not.
Once a day,
You wish for me not.

Once a day,
You wish for my blood.
Once a day,
You crush this new bud.

One million times a day,
In my head you shall stay.
Once a day,
You wish for another way.

~~ Inspiration - My love for Dylan and my knowing he cares for nothing of what we had. All may be lost, but I will always be better than what we had. ~~