Fate is so mean

I'd love to walk away
To go searching for something more
Even though I'm crazy they say
I want my heart back that you tore

Miles and Miles don't matter
I wish I could see you
But I can't, and that makes me sadder
I feel so blue

When I'm not with you I feel so lost
Like nobody cares
No matter what the cost
Even if i shoot myself, I dare

I've come to the decision
That I don't want to go on
I can't find my sense of reason
I feel like such a pawn

Obviously we weren't meant to be
As if fate were to scream
"I took him away from you, you see!
Oh I love to be so mean!"

Knife by side
Gun in hand
I didn't love the ride
Now I shall be part of the sand