Waiting

Waiting for something
that ill never see!
waiting for a chance
that will never be!
waiting&&waiting
till the day i die!
waiting for the truth
of my every lie!
crying myself to sleep
every night!
hoping&&praying
ill make it through
the fight!
but Ive given all
that i can give!
i don't deserve to live!
sick of all theses tears
that fall!
Ive tried my best&&given
my all!but nothing
is enough for this pain
i feel!I'm stuck in myself
trying to heal!
a cut is a cut!
a slice is a slice!
being happy for once
would be so nice!
but its easier said then done!
on the inside my Lil girl
is staring to run!
she will run& never stop!
until the day i finally drop!