All these thoughts locked inside
can't get anything out of my mind
sitting here thinking of leaving some scars
pushing the blade a little too far
i don't know why depression is where i succumb
I'm so sick and tired of feeling so numb
why won't this pain ever go away
leave me alone for even just a day
i take this bandanna and wrap it around my wrist
to make sure no one sees every line and twist
but through the bandanna, the blood drips down
it falls from my fingers and drops to the ground
why does everything feel like a complete mess
why can't i feel this heart in my chest
everyday i wake up, go through the motions
lay down at night, and feel no emotions
i can't do this anymore, i can't win this fight
i don't wanna go on anymore tonight
i wanna lay down, and never awake
I'm tired of putting on this smile so fake
i can't stand these tears one more day
finally I've slit my wrists, and the pains gone away
i finally feel, as i drift from this life
i always knew, my best friend was a knife
