Where were you when i needed you tha most? Where were you when i was growing into a young woman? where were you when i was crying all those nights cause i was so alone? I wish you would be here for me... I really need you... i need a mother in my life not just someone that i claim is my mom. I need you to love me too you love tha other girls well what about me. My life has been hell and most of it is because of you.... I feel so lost sometimes... when things happen to me or im need someone to talk to i never call you up cause im scared that you wont care. I get so jealous when i hear daughters and their moms having fun or tha mother and her kids. And then im there just standing and watching. wishing that it was me. But i dont think ill ever have that again. Now everytime we have a mother and daughter project, i go by myself and just watch everyone else. I hate saying that your not commen. Because truly you dont care and i dont get why. Im your daughter. Im not just someone of tha street and i know thats what you look at me as. So tell me was it easy for you to put me on tha streets? or to fight with me? Was it easy to look me in my eyes and tell me you hate me? huh was it mom? You saw me breaken down so close to tha edge and you didnt help you just stood back and watched. Your man was too imp. Well mom one day your gonna regret it. Cause when you need me tha most im not gonna be there... but before i go i got to tell you something.... through all that weve been through i still love you and im hopen you can love me too.
