Remebering

Have u ever seen a rose fade to Grey

Pedals hit the floor it dies today

For what Ive lost and what I've found

Doesn't matter I'm six feet underground

Like the day that you left me

I became so drunk I could not see

Alcohol poisoning my mind

Drinking two bottles at a time

Remembering the word that you said

When razorblades dance in my head

The stinging sweetness on my wrist

Were the blade has gently kissed

Seeing the waters turning red

get these thoughts out of my head

She were there but now shes gone

Like the goldenness of her sun

Left to leave in my wake of loneliness

She was everything to me

But I've seen behind the lie

You went behind me for someone in my disguise

thank you .............thank you

Remembering the word that you said

When razorblades dance in my head

The stinging sweetness on my wrist

Were the blade has gently kissed

Seeing the waters turning red

get these thought out of my head

Thank you for showing me

Thank you for giving me away

You will always be in my heart but not today

I need the time to think things through

To clear my head its all because of you

The memory's will haunt me just for a while

Oh thank you

did I thank you?

So just give me one last kiss

From my hearts contortionist

Remembering the word that you said

When razorblades dance in my head

The stinging sweetness on my wrist

Were the blade has gently kissed

Seeing the waters turning red

Please get these thoughts out of my head

But I guess time for apologies are over swift

Blood on the razor as my wrists shift.