You

You talk and I'm a mute! You look into my brown eyes and I swear it's like I'm unable to move, to speak, to tell you everything that lies in me and
More!
You touch me and my hormones are unable to sustain any type of control!
You ask me soflty what I want in my life. As my body, heart, and mind want to scream out YOU! My self conscious won't allow me to initiate, to even admit that it's you I seek, want, crave for in any type of way.
I see you from a distance and as badly as I want to walk up to you to feel your body up against mine. I walk the opposite way, regretting my decision, running away from myself, my emotions, my Hearts Most Intimate Desire
YOU!
Except I find myself in another's arms of whom I don't indulge any type of interest inside my heart. Kissing him doesn't bring me any type of pleasure inside my heart. Only makes me see, feel The he is no YOU! The lover that I have runnin away from for far to long! I'm unable to be captured. Won't allow to be caught! As the road is growing more empty, more shallow, it's depth growing anxiously more shorter. I turn around and you are there seeking the same truth I relunctantly attempted to answer. WHAT IS IT THAT YOU REALLY WANT? AND THAT YOU!