To My Old Friend

This morning i woke up and realized we didn't just stop being friends.
We haven't been friends for the longest time.
Our friendship died long ago. but i was to young and immature to notice that.

Mann oh Man how those years flew by.
don't you sometimes wish it was still that simple?
don't you just want to go back in time?
i really miss those days.
and i really miss you.
We've had a lot of ups and downs along the way.
it was sorta like a roller coaster ride that we had to hang onto.
but..we let go. we couldn't hold on.
now were done.over.
i wish we wouldn't have let go and ended it like we did.
cause i know to this day you still would be my friend.
i need my friend back.
I've gone over and over in my head how this all fell apart.
and it just didn't happen its been happening for the longest time.
now we don't speak. we ignore each other.
I've tried to replace you. but i cant. your irreplaceable.
I'm always gonna have a piece of my heart thats missing because of you.
But I'll wait my entire lifetime, wishing we can fix this mess and bee close again.
my heart is always gonna be open to you.
Your my brother and i love you so much.
No one understands how hard this is for me.
I mean I've been hiding it for a while and no one has noticed.
i miss you bud.
and I'm waiting.